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Name: Christina
Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 5/14/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Wushu, Shotokan Karate, Jiu Jitsu, Kickboxing, Aikido, horseback riding, entertaining people, kicking my two fave peep's ass Matt(lord_matt) and Rob (T_L_A), causing trouble, playing pranks on Neema, just hating Neema in general, and causing a shitload of trouble......YOU PEOPLE NEED TO STOP INFLUENCING ME!!! Hrm what else you say? Well, I'd LIKE to tell you but I've still no clue myself.....
Expertise: Screwing around with peeps' minds (oh how easily they are controlled)......whoop-de-whoop-bounce.....I've got a lovely buncha coconuts.....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Business
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/4/2003
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| Remember what I said about my leg? Yeah, I tore up my hamstring. How well?? I ripped my proximal (in my butt), my aproximal (I think that is the name, which is in the knee) and I tore 2 of the 3 muscles in the hamstring layer in an upside down T. It's healed up, but it isnt functioning. Two very long years later, and it is not working. I am going to Tokyo to change that. I believe they can do something about what has happened. Hopefully reverse most of the damage. Going there in two weeks. Oh yeah, did I mention I am now in Japan? Only for a few more months. I somehow managed to get into the JET Program. No idea how that happened. In fact, people who I thought were better qualified/better people in general than I am, did NOT get in. I am still wondering, "What the fuck?" I am also finding that the program has a lot of spoiled brats in it. I have this girl who absolutely HATES me, for no reason. I tried to talk to her once, when first meeting her, and I go some serious hissing. A shock, to say the least. One of my roommates decided to tell me to just turn back now bc I wasnt about to make it. WTF mate? Did I mention that I had barely been here a week, I didnt have a cellphone bc i didnt have my foreignor's registration card, and my supposed JET "neighbors" ditched me at a train station without a working phone, etc etc etc? No? Well, there you go. JET has a bunch of assholes in it. There are few good ones, but vast majority are assholes. I STILL don't understand why that one girl hates me. I was only trying to introduce myself. "Hi! I'm Christina. What's your- " *Girl practically snarls at me, and then flips her hair, turns around, and starts talking shit about me* "Whooooa what was that for??? What did I do?" And no one knows why. I thought this was odd. I had a meeting later with this year and that same girl was talking about me and tried to instigate a fight with some other girl. That girl tried a few times, but I made jokes, and then the girl seemed to take my side. I hope that was a good sign. My JTE (one of the Japanese teachers I teach with) was perplexed on why so many people disliked me. This girl lived in the city (I am on the furthest recesses of the prefecture) so she talked to these people all the time. I didnt know any of them. My JTEs like me, but they dont understand the politics. Most of these kids are rich (that girl had a fucking huge rock on her finger of a pink diamond or something) and so they are not used to someone like me. Tried to explain that, but it didnt make much sense to them. So yeah, good times. So I was engaged for almost a year, then Chris broke it off. Then he kept saying we were together, he loved me, etc, and then proceeded to have sex on MY BED, in MY APT (still paying for it, even though I am over here bc he insisted I should leave my stuff for him to use, and wouldnt take me to get it stored) with some whore, and now he thinks he has some sort of disease. I want justice for the wrong that has been done to me, but it wont happen. He will get away with it, she will get away with it. I aint getting back into this. I am just now recovering from the situation and have managed to pull this off without the necessary way of getting rid of the stress. No outlets here in Japan bc no one likes noise. I am going to be a bomb when I explode. DOnt be near ground zero when I happen. I am going back into acting. It's been going in my head for so long. I feel so close to it, like I used to. I need to hit a mark and then I will be seen. Gotta go plan... Think I will start writing in here again. | | |
| So I started back into martial arts, only to fuck up my leg a month later. And yes, it's REALLY fucked up. We're talking i can't walk right, actually, i can't walk at all, can't bend it well, etc. I don't know why i'm writing this in here since it really doesn't matter. No one reads this anymore. They're all oin myspace, facebook, or RedvsBlue. XD. Well, i guess it's for my own sanity. I'll copy and paste my shit from earlier on here later... | | |
| It's going to suck....it always does....fuckberries. Well, one good thing that happened was Chris gave me a set of sapphire earrings, which are beautiful. I guess that's a good thing... | | |
| Dude, i am so not wanting to go to school today....fucking long-assed day, and i get a final....damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit.....fuckberries... | | |
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Okay, so I am trying to plan a trip to Japan to study at a Japanese University. I'm pretty decent with Japanese, although not that great, but I would really like to improve AND establish business relations. I still am thinking about some alternate tracks dealing with anthropology, but dunno....My main thing is that I really want to travel and I don't want anyone or anything holding me back. I'm kinda conflicting on thoughts about everything. Anyway, so one of my brother's is getting married on Saturday!!  YAY!!! However, I'm soooo poor from having spent stuff on my dress (did i mention i am also a BRIDESMAID????) and bustier and all that good stuff. I tried the dress on at work and OMG so dramatic looking. Here's what it looks like: http://www.alfredangelo.com/index.cfm and the style number is 6343. It's beautiful. It swirls around me and makes it me feel like i am gliding. It's a handkerchief hang with an empire waist. The length was extended to the floor. I prefer that purple color, but the claret color is not so bad. I can't wait to dance in it!!! I'm a bit worried about the sides though...the bustier shows up higher on the sides, which it shouldn't, but i think they cut the sides near the under arms a bit too short. Hrm, thinking about double-sided tape... I'm moving soon to a new apt, bc the current one has the ceiling caved in in my room, and the mother fuckers refuse to fix it up. My bed and books were ruined (water damage) and the room is molded, yet the owner will no take responsibility and fix the damn ceiling. So I'm breaking the lease and reporting him to the BBB, the Health Dept, and anyone else that i need to talk to about this guy. I'm a bit worried about looking for an apt in the middle of the year, esp one that accepts pets. Keep ya'lls fingers crossed!! | | |
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